not the same person

I'm feeling a bit better. The shaking is mostly gone -- I can hold my camera steady again. I don't sway side-to-side and I'm not walking through the hallways afraid that I'm going to faint. Small things, but important.

They keep asking me if I feel like the medication is working. I have no answer for them. I take my medication like I'm supposed to, but how can I tell if it's working or not? A pill or two may make my brain behave or even help me sleep, but there's no pill to take the guilt and anger away, to make me stop missing my friends, to make me feel normal again. How do you answer a question like that?

All I know is that I am definitely not the same person that got on that plane.